休假~

美丽的早晨， 我特地调好闹钟一定要醒来- 吃mc d hot cakes....

看到了好多学生（我来到了学生聚集的地方）。。。好怀念以前上课的时候。

聚少离多，我们也好久没有聚聚了，每年的过年，我家最热闹，他们都会来赢我的钱，哈！

（但我被赢得很开心）

朋友们，外面的世界你们习惯吗？

我生来很好命，

家境不错，

爸妈把我教得很好。

说真的，我没什么好怨的 。。。

我答应妈妈，多几个月要带台平面电视回家！

要做到哦！

有好多想做的事。。。

待续。。。

新生活

你信吗？ 因为你，我开始写回部落格！

身边没有了男人，我觉得寂寞。

整天在自怜。。。这就是我-李美欣！

哈...现在的我， 一切平静。。。

生活过得很忙碌，工作开心，家人开心，

私生活？？？哈！。。。

今天和表姐出去，分享了分手是怎么熬过两个月，

我有点佩服自己。

**有些东西想跟妈妈说：妈，我想你，也很爱你，从小，我就被琫在手心，谢谢你一直体谅我。

当然还有爸爸和哥哥（我生命里最重要的男人）：爸，从小，我跟你就不多话，但你为我做的一切，我都知道。爸，我爱你。这句话可能真的无法当面跟你讲，就在这里表达~

还有老大！大哥：我只有一个大哥，我最好的哥哥。我好向往跟你打打闹闹的日子。

小哥，哈~你知道当有消息你快从台湾回来，我有多紧张吗？虽然小时候我们不常玩，不多话，但。。。我知道你是爱我的！

我突然有感触，想写下来，因为知道，若回到现实，我绝对说不出口。

请原谅我比较害羞。。。

待续。。。

forgiveness~ forget~

I will learn....learn how to forgive,

learn how to forget.

we are passed~ i always remind myself, we are passed.

wipe off the tears....stand strong!!!!

i can do it....

one day~

过去式。。。

我跟你，

今天以后，

变成了过去式。

我爱你。

但知道该放手了。

学会感激，

感谢你曾经爱我，

照顾我，

疼我。

谢谢你爸妈还有哥哥姐姐，

当我是一家人。

这次，

我知道自己尽力了。

驾着车会掉泪，

泪水跟着花潵的水直流而下，

崩溃在停车场大喊，

差点把存款花光，

一个人卷在被单里，

想象踩油门后下面就是黑黑的大海，

想象自己不回家，在杂货店前大哭，

想象自己冲回家，在妈妈的面前哭，

想象自己死了， 你会怎样。

我，没有了动力，

巨蟹座，没有感情，再强也会崩溃，

我，需要找另一种动力来维持生活。

我知道，这是过渡期。

睁开眼，我以为可以看你。

一年前，你那朦胧的脸，在我床边，

“对不起，我错了，我最爱是你，我们和好好吗？”

那个拥抱，我今生都不会忘记。

现在，没有了。。。

李美欣，我知道很难熬，

咬紧牙根就过去了。。。

告诉自己不该再有海市蜃楼。

爱，再见了。。。

反常。。。狂野。。

22-11-10 。。。 10：30pm

我收到了电话。。

溶说：是时候勇敢一点，为你想做的事情努力。

我决定我一定要去到。。。无论如何。。。

23-11-10。。。 8am-1pm

我一直在找机会。。。我一定要去到。

谢谢我的同事，你给了我踏出第一步的勇气。谢谢你跟我换shift，虽 然你看不懂。。

4pm-7pm 谢谢你耐心等我，我知道我是大忙人。我顾虑太多。

8pm 我们出发啦！！！

一路上还蛮怕的，但我不担心，我知道你很强~我们一定顺利到达。

好远。。好远。。

我第一次去了好多陌生的地方，好累了。

24-11-10 2am

他妈的！本小姐做酒店的竟然没有酒店住，到最后，我人生的第一次睡 车。。

7am 好难熬的五个小时，我们到机场冲凉。你有试过吗？？？

9。20am 我人生最好的经验，说不担心，不紧张是骗人的。

11am 出来咯。虽然没中选， 担我很开心！ 谢谢你陪我来。。。

PS：姓李的，你掀开了不该掀的东西，

看来，

你又得碰壁了。---我们不是习惯了吗？

阿厨，我对我们的谎话说对不起。

溶-圆场还是交给你吧！

心血来潮

Seems like everyone updating their blog....

i update my blog too..

haha...

Whip is unhappy...dunno y...

Meow is unhappy...i know y...

Liya is unhappy...i think i know y...

I m unhappy...I DUNNO Y!!!!

aiya...like that hard to solve problem, because i dunno the problem.

Brother marry soon...wish him happy always...

Mummy getting fatter....good sign!

Daddy dreaming to be millionaire...Keep it up!!!

Ee lou saving money buy house at Taiwan...

me....dunno what in the brain...dull life...Without money..

my dream: future plan- 25th own a boutique, 28.5th or 30th get marry...

the boutique can be change to restaurant or tea corner too!!! ha...wat a nice image....

to Jac: still remember our 3 storey cafe?

1st floor for leisure- cafe

2nd floor for liquor spot...

3rd floor....塔罗牌corner..

Ha ....SLAP!!SLAP!!SLAP!! wake up- it is just a dream...

happy yummy dream....

wat i need?

ha!!! long time din update blog d...

no one want to read my blog d...hehehe...

just share something here....actually not sharing...just SHOUT OUT!!!

I felt so stress,

i felt nervous,

i felt hopeless,

i felt dark,

i felt black,

i felt hard,

i felt breathless.....

i need a new environment,

i wish to run away,

i hope...

i ....

too much Demand, too calculative, too responsible....

I NEED A NEW JOB!

anyway...wait until get bonus first**

ha.."crazy girl"

不想你走

我不想你走...
但我知道我必須放手.是你的前途,我不可因那麼自私.

我不會想像你離開後的日子,想了會很痛
答應我,
不要去太久,
不要忘記我,
不要對不起我.

到那邊,你可以照顧自己嗎?
到那邊後, 沒有你,我可以照顧自己嗎?


我...
值夜班時誰幫我買早餐?
車懷是誰來救我?
晚上怕黑是要打給誰?
要和誰慶祝情人節?


心理說: 我會等你. 我會想你.

Barbie

有時候真的很想當個芭比, 每天的生活都精彩.

人人都把他當公主看待.

沒有人討厭,

不愁吃穿...

每天美美的出門.

這是每個女孩的夢想吧...

花生日.

Try to think about where to celebrate hua bday wif nancy and sheen..

Conclusion : the cafe beside amelie cafe

Dono hua like the celebration or not. But it is a good day for us. I am happy and excited to meet ah hua. Since she move out from the house....the feeling and connection between us become far...but luckily we still able to hang out wif each other.

i m late to post this. Sorry....

26-03-2010

Hi~

Suddenly feel like wan to post something here~

How's life?

today quiet enjoy....i out for lunch with hung and friends at Amelie cafe~a very unique cafe...nice feel, just located at georgetown ...a day full with laugh..

Amelie Cafe~

Sheen...

I meet my colleague at down stair of apartment...wow! they ask me to go Gurney together. Did i go with them? Of course YES! Due to i m so boring alone at home, i choose to hang out shopping with them..this is the 1st time i hang out with them.Hv a very wonderful time.

I miss my mum , dad, brother so much...sometimes i feel like so manja...

working life is dull...how nice if everyday is holiday...

time to bed ...i m so tired...

=='''

Life 24-03-2010

Going through night shrift....

today is the third day, so happy bcoz my task can be done on time.

so that i got free time to post blog here~~

just now saw jacyline blog post, i found that she was so happy at Aus...hopefully everything will go find for her until the day she come back. Jaz---Seriously, i miss u, haha!!!

So fast, i already working at G Hotel for three months. These three months....really stress...but i felt happy. I guess this is the environment i find for.

Last weekend i went to beach with " Liya, Meow, JiaJia, AhMa,Young...." ha! actually is me and young "nge nge" follow them. But it was a wonderful day for me outing with them. We enjoy the sun, sea, and sand, play around at the beach. Fren, i hving a good time with u all. Next time pls date me.

will upload photo soon...cause i using hotel pc..hehe..

Good night for those who are sleeping, i need to continue my work d...

Jes
24- 03-2010
02:53 a.m.

u make me smile~

You're better then the best

I'm lucky just to linger in your light

Cooler than the flip side

Of my pillow, that's right

Completely unaware

Nothing can compare to where

You send me, lets me know that it's okay

Yeah, it's okay

And the moments where my good times start to fade

You make me smile like the sun, fall out of bed

Sing like bird, dizzy in my head

Spin like a record, crazy on a Sunday night

You make me dance like a fool, forget how to breathe

Shine like gold, buzz like a bee

Just the thought of you can drive me wild

Oh, you make me smile

Even when you're gone,

Somehow you come along just like

A flower pokin' through the sidewalk crack

And just like that

You steal away the rain, and just like that

You make me smile like the sun, fall out of bed

Sing like bird, dizzy in my head

Spin like a record, crazy on a Sunday night

You make me dance like a fool, forget how to breathe

Shine like gold, buzz like a bee

Just the thought of you can drive me wild

Oh, you make me smile

Don't know how I lived without you

'Cause every time that I get around you

I see the best of me inside your eyes

You make me smile

You make me dance like a fool, forget how to breathe

Shine like gold, buzz like a bee

Just the thought of you can drive me wild

You make me smile like the sun, fall out of bed

Sing like bird, dizzy in my head

Spin like a record, crazy on a Sunday night

You make me dance like a fool, forget how to breathe

Shine like gold, buzz like a bee

Just the thought of you can drive me wild

4/12/09

好重好重的责任。我扛在肩膀上。
像吃了黄连，说不出悲苦。
我有责任，
是永远都推卸不了的。
不可以诉苦，不可以痛苦。
要咬紧牙关闯过去。
何时将伤心带走？
何时晴天会到来？

我在默默等一个晴天，给与我及身边的每一个人。
愿神明能给予安宁， 幸福。

Blessing, Wishing....

reach the time for me to make a decision for my future
just left one month, i going to finish my internship training. where is the right place should i go?
is it everyone will face tis problem when they graduate?
i m so worry now.
i hope i got time to rest, two weeks...give me two weeks...i need to rest, i have to rest.

sometimes i feel i like a machines, keep on working, running...
after SPM->NS->Diploma->Training->Working...
i hope that i can have a short break, to go outside, have a good relax time, see the word.

my destination

the Taiwan trip i plan before is still delaying... since 2 years before i plan to go taiwan to meet my brother, but until today, i still unable to go there.

i feel like 'empty'
my life is empty....
so pity to say that. that incident make me and my family change. totally change.
is positive? or negative? i cant rate it.
2010- will be a new starting point for me and my family.
i hope everything can go fine and well.
my career, brother job, daddy business, richard study, mummy health....everything.....
bad luck will leave me...
God bless..

24/10/2009

why?
why i cant do that?
why i unable to do that?

i keep asking myself. since i came to training at front office, i face this problem.
MY BAD ENGLISH.
i cant speak fluent, sometimes i unable to transmit the message to the listener.
i get hurt deeply by colleagues and also guest.
just one question--- can u speak in malay ?
then u speak malay better.
y u like so hard to say something in eng? ---this is what guest ask me.

i am learning. i regret y i do not learn eng properly when i was young. i deeply hate myself in this when i face situation. i try every single way to learn more on this....

nvm....i believe i still can and able to do this...

15/9/09- Tuesday

3.30 a.m.- sleeping time...

just a short five hours sleep, it make me feel fresh for whole day.
I off today. ha! is the time for me to take a good rest... but...

i choose to start my bicycle journey from pinang emas to Hard Rock Hotel.
It was crazy...but i use to make it.hahaah.



unfortunately, there was a heavy rain so i have no choice to stop my journey at road side.

this is the 1st crazy thing i doing myself ----- any idea for my next destination?

may be i can ride to gurney???
may be...

At Rasa~

Wow...

i already 3 months training at Rasa Sayang....that was great experience for me

i miss my fren so so so much, i seldom go back bm....

fren- i send my wish to u all, some of u continue ur study and enjoy life, and some of u add oil for STPM...i really hope to have a gathering with u all soon..

-Jaz
-Jingle
-Whip
-Miao
-Li ya
-Felicia
-Zack
-Ken
-Hiao
-Hon
-Houng
-Abby

miss u all so much!

Farewell....

1 day b4 my bday..... we '' h&t sem 3 '' having farewell at coffee island...

today is such a nice day... i rushing to brancy house, brancy fetch me together to gathering{ such a weird combination} ... brancy nice oso!!!

meet so many ppl there...they also celebrate bday wit me and nancy..

thx u all guys==

thx for sharon , yeang, ....all organisers, involvers...==hehe

thx all frens that celebrate with me and wish me. lurve u all ya.



to all h&t sem 3, will miss u all so much much much.....hv a good future, nice and interesting journey for ur trainning...thx u all guys.and also== all my beloved lecturers......

Good Mood!!! ==

Saturday? hehe... today very good mood, dunno y..

Final exam is over, i m just waiting for training '' rasa sayang, i coming soon le''
to all my dear classmate , i will miss u all, hope u all have a great training time...and also bright future...

okay...dunno wan to write wat, next time la...hehe==