4/12/09

好重好重的责任。我扛在肩膀上。
像吃了黄连，说不出悲苦。
我有责任，
是永远都推卸不了的。
不可以诉苦，不可以痛苦。
要咬紧牙关闯过去。
何时将伤心带走？
何时晴天会到来？

我在默默等一个晴天，给与我及身边的每一个人。
愿神明能给予安宁， 幸福。

Blessing, Wishing....

reach the time for me to make a decision for my future
just left one month, i going to finish my internship training. where is the right place should i go?
is it everyone will face tis problem when they graduate?
i m so worry now.
i hope i got time to rest, two weeks...give me two weeks...i need to rest, i have to rest.

sometimes i feel i like a machines, keep on working, running...
after SPM->NS->Diploma->Training->Working...
i hope that i can have a short break, to go outside, have a good relax time, see the word.

my destination

the Taiwan trip i plan before is still delaying... since 2 years before i plan to go taiwan to meet my brother, but until today, i still unable to go there.

i feel like 'empty'
my life is empty....
so pity to say that. that incident make me and my family change. totally change.
is positive? or negative? i cant rate it.
2010- will be a new starting point for me and my family.
i hope everything can go fine and well.
my career, brother job, daddy business, richard study, mummy health....everything.....
bad luck will leave me...
God bless..

24/10/2009

why?
why i cant do that?
why i unable to do that?

i keep asking myself. since i came to training at front office, i face this problem.
MY BAD ENGLISH.
i cant speak fluent, sometimes i unable to transmit the message to the listener.
i get hurt deeply by colleagues and also guest.
just one question--- can u speak in malay ?
then u speak malay better.
y u like so hard to say something in eng? ---this is what guest ask me.

i am learning. i regret y i do not learn eng properly when i was young. i deeply hate myself in this when i face situation. i try every single way to learn more on this....

nvm....i believe i still can and able to do this...

15/9/09- Tuesday

3.30 a.m.- sleeping time...

just a short five hours sleep, it make me feel fresh for whole day.
I off today. ha! is the time for me to take a good rest... but...

i choose to start my bicycle journey from pinang emas to Hard Rock Hotel.
It was crazy...but i use to make it.hahaah.



unfortunately, there was a heavy rain so i have no choice to stop my journey at road side.

this is the 1st crazy thing i doing myself ----- any idea for my next destination?

may be i can ride to gurney???
may be...

At Rasa~

Wow...

i already 3 months training at Rasa Sayang....that was great experience for me

i miss my fren so so so much, i seldom go back bm....

fren- i send my wish to u all, some of u continue ur study and enjoy life, and some of u add oil for STPM...i really hope to have a gathering with u all soon..

-Jaz
-Jingle
-Whip
-Miao
-Li ya
-Felicia
-Zack
-Ken
-Hiao
-Hon
-Houng
-Abby

miss u all so much!

Farewell....

1 day b4 my bday..... we '' h&t sem 3 '' having farewell at coffee island...

today is such a nice day... i rushing to brancy house, brancy fetch me together to gathering{ such a weird combination} ... brancy nice oso!!!

meet so many ppl there...they also celebrate bday wit me and nancy..

thx u all guys==

thx for sharon , yeang, ....all organisers, involvers...==hehe

thx all frens that celebrate with me and wish me. lurve u all ya.



to all h&t sem 3, will miss u all so much much much.....hv a good future, nice and interesting journey for ur trainning...thx u all guys.and also== all my beloved lecturers......

Good Mood!!! ==

Saturday? hehe... today very good mood, dunno y..

Final exam is over, i m just waiting for training '' rasa sayang, i coming soon le''
to all my dear classmate , i will miss u all, hope u all have a great training time...and also bright future...

okay...dunno wan to write wat, next time la...hehe==